Sensitive.

The conversation between Human L and Me:

 

[ Blue : Me ; Purple : Human L ]

dont feel like chatting with MSN. i prefer talking to you face to face.

whyy? -_-

i value facial expressions highly. especially the movement of your eyebrow.

Darnnnnnn, thats why i dislike to talk face to face. for those who know, my eyebrow can 'talk'. while im talking or chatting with friends, when the situation is very gek dong or very chi gek, it moves a lot. and i always frown. i look fierce and lan c everytime i do that. for those who do not know, my eyebrow can do 八字眉， can yours do that?

actually im trying to make you emotionally stronger. trying to make you have better control on your emotions, yourself. 

i can control my emotions loh okayyyyyyyy.

previously, you are darn sensitive with critics. ajinamoto?

During the day we bbq, Human L tease me about the the ajinamoto thingy. its because i cannot recognize which one is sugar, which one is ajinamoto. he asked me: ini rumah awak ke? i stared at him and replied: YOU DONT MAKE ME SCOLD YOU ARR!!

okayy, i apologize for that day. my attitude was bad. i dont like people teasing me in things that idk, especially in cooking. i admit idk how to cook, urghhhhhhh. FML.

thats just one of it. previously worse.

O.O.. ape worse? -_-

the swing of your mood, like roller coaster. roller coaster suppose to be fun, but your 'roller coaster', not fun.

yeaaa my mood is like a roller coaster. it goes quickly, it comes quickly. this minute, im happy. next minute, im sad. im weird, i can be very down easily when im alone by thinking back to the past. why? idk why. im trying to control it, i dont wanna show it out. i need time to change. why? cause i know its annoying. no people wants to see my blackie face, so better keep it to myself.

 

Smileeeeeeeeeeeee!

每天记得笑一下，不必多，一下下就好。

Baby.

 She is Cute.

 She is Cool.

 She is Beautiful.

 She is Sexy.

 She is Natural.

 She is Unique.

 She is Special. 

 

She is Hot.

 

She is Angela Baby.

Am jealous. superb jealous of her. how can she be sooooooooo pretty? uhhhh, not fair. its not fair. why isnt everyone born to be pretty and handsome? i hate people who make fun of each other because of the way they look. imagine if you're the ugly ones and people always make fun of you, tease you. how would you feel?

Ugly Is Not A Crime. 

I like her, but i will choose not to love her. its sad to fall in love with a person who is superb pretty/handsome, superb cute, superb hot, or superb popular. he or she has lots of admires, and they wouldnt notice an ordinary person like me. 普通也不错，不是吗？

Guys, Take Notes.

9 Deadly Words Used By A Women

1. Fine

This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2. Five Minutes

If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3. Nothing

This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4. Go Ahead

This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5. Loud Sigh

This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to no.3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6. That's Okay

This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7. Thanks 

A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is pure sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. do not say 'you're welcome', that will bring on a 'whatever'.)

8. Whatever

Is a woman's way of saying F-YOU!

9. Don't worry about it, I got it

Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to no.3.

Mine.

最近的我过得还不错，说不上是开心，也不是伤心。Neutral正是我现在的心情。

朋友都问，你怎么了？情绪低落？还是压力过多？

仔细想想，我也不晓得答案是什么。

心情的转变并不需要理由。你可以突然大笑，突然流泪。也可以突然高兴，突然难过。

对我来说，这是所谓的Emo。

我要做什么，是我的自由。不要过问任何事，因为这和你无关。我也会有赌气，耍脾气说错话的时候。别说我的态度不好，因为每个人都一样，包括你在内。

你问我，你还好吗？我回答，放心没事。其实，你自己知道答案是什么。既然懂了，那又何必再问？这样做只会让我更加沮丧。

Things around me is complicated and confuse. 很多事情表面上看没什么，私底下却隐藏了许多内幕。 

我没对任何人说，因为我不懂该怎么表达。我不会随便透漏，因为我尊重他人的隐私。

这不是自私不分享，这是不能说的秘密。

知道的太多未必是件好事，知道的太少也不是件坏事。
有时候不要把东西看得太重，太在意反而会让自己受伤害。就像你做一些事，不要太过有自信。因为当你失败时，你承受不了那些挫折，那种失败感。
对待任何事情，适可而止就好。
当一个人不再对你有兴趣，不要伤心，不用流泪，因为你值得比他更好的人。
把他当做是你人生中曾经的一部分。美好或不美好，全部抛到脑后。
过了，已经是past tense，不必再留恋。

这不是一篇短文，也不是一篇文章，更不是一堆垃圾。
这是，属于我的部落格。

Insomnia.

time's striking 2am soon. im suppose to be in bed right now, but end up sitting in front of lappie due to insomnia. my eyes are heavy, my mind is tired. no matter how hard i try, i just cant sleep. class starts at 10am tomorrow, great. i wonder can i get up on time early in the morning?

i had a wonderful weekend last week, went to genting with a bunch of friends. its been a long time since i last step into the theme park. had lotsa fun playing all those rides, especially the cup thingy. thanks to ah hiew aka the king of spin, my head almost fly off and i almost puke. i never knew he could spin that fast, pro sial. anyone wanna challenge him? make sure you bought insurance before playing.

i bought jam hsiao's ticket, woots! thanks to my papa for buying the tickets, and thanks to myself, im broke. the concert will be held on 18th Dec at Stadium Bukit Jalil. still have two more months to go, but i started to feel excited. hope my exam timetable will not clash with the concert. ROCKERS, GET READY TO ROCK THE CONCERT.

this is how rocker pose, ROXX !

p/s: 我知道你变了，所以我也变了。

You.

 

About You Now (Acoustic Version) by Sugababes

Can we bring yesterday back around,

Cause i know how i feel about you now.

I was dumb, i was wrong, i let you down,

But i know how i feel about you now.

在我脑海里，全部都是你。

Hell Yeah.

Assignment, I'm Lovin' It.

Things keep repeating everyday.
the same stuffs, the same person, the same feeling, the same mood, the same expression.
i'm immune.
my life gets kinda boring, is there anything to make it special?


p/s: 我们彼此间没有了联系，是好或是坏？

I Love Her.

Model of the day :: Agyness Deyn ::

shes superb cool huh? i love the way she looks.


so cute! i love the way she dress.


shes awesome. i love the way she pose.


awwwww so pretty. i love the way she smile.

i feel like cutting my hair. cut it short. short short short!

im not bored with long hair.
just feel like changing my style?
idk whether it suits me or not.. i will give it a try someday.
but not now, i still want my hair to grow longer.
faster grow longer pls, i wanna curl my hair.

Tears.

同样的事情，再度发生。没什么好伤心的，我自己清楚明白。只是没想到连你也一样，和别人没什么两样。老实说，我对你失望透顶。

感谢你，让我再一次受到伤害。也感谢你，让我看清你所有一切。

坚强的女人？一点也不。严厉的眼神，冷漠的表情只是一种掩饰。女人的心，脆弱得很。易受伤害，也易心碎。

女人的想法，其实很简单。这些道理，你懂吗？No, you never know.

理由？够了，已经不再需要。解释？算了，已经没有必要。或许你根本没打算解释，是我自己硬要知道理由。

当我笨，相信你的每一句话。当我傻，不相信眼前的事实。

情人？你做不到。朋友？我办不到。我才明白，我们的世界都不同。两条直线，是不会有交叉的那一天。没有开始，没有结局。

我的生活里，再也没有你。我的世界里，已经没有你。