Secrets.

its 17th today. guess what, exam is going to start next week, which is on 25th, 27th, 29th August and 1st of Sept. time pass so fast, i cant imagine that exam is around the corner and i havent start to do any revision at all. my brain is totally blank.. i wonder how to survive during exam. urggghhhh, im-so-dead. bless me please!

and, im officially broke now. i spent a lot on shopping! dammit. i went to Midvalley few times a week, shop non-stop. im over budget now, sigh. what to do? mega sales made me gone crazy. ):

recently, i heard many secrets from my friends. most of it was... not-so-good. sorry that i cant help you guys anything, what i can do is just lend you my ears, and listen to yours stories. im not a good speaker, but i can be a good listener. thats all i can say. cheer up my friends. time will heal, just go with the flow. (:
*i promise i wont tell, you can count on me. fong xem wor.

back to myself. errrrr.. i think theres something wrong with me. i dont know what the hell this feeling was, its kinda.. emo? sad? frustrating? i hate it a lot, dammit again. hope everything will be okay soon. prayyyyyyy hard! *namo namo..

what i wrote now, its just my own feeling. seriously NO OFFEND.
its okay for me to fetch people around. BUT, please dont treat me like your personal ahmad. actually, its not my duty at all to fetch people, unless you're my family members. my daddy told me before: "girl, i gave you a car is for your own convenient, not to fetch your friends around. why cant you friends think that way?" sometimes i feel like saying it out, but i didnt do so. its so hard, and i dont want to spoil our relationship because of these small matter thingy. you can say that im stingy or small gas, up to you guys. but please dont force me to say all these. if that really happens, im sure theres no happy ending.

p/s: "I AIN'T A DRIVER." by Frannie Low.

Bleeding Love.

Please vote for me and my team members - BANGS. :D
Just click into the following link:

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xoxo

MissBeautifulAngel 2010

"Miss Beautiful Angel 2010" was held at KL Live last night.

there were 17 contestants, but only 10 of them will proceed to the next stage.
i don't really remember who was the 10 lucky winners, cause i only focus on the gals that i like.
anyway, Congrats to those who won. *clapclapclap*
see you gals soon. Good Luck. (:

:: Miss Beautiful Angel 2010 - 17 finalists ::

MY0613 - Tan Feng Sian

MY0513 - June Ng Lee Chuen

MY0507 - Lilian Lau Yun Yun

MY0526 - Carol Ong Ke Rou

MY0479 - Angeline Teh Wan Lin

MY0506 - Evonne Teo Yee Von

MY0512 - Yong Hui Sun

MY0508 - Crystal Lee Ting Ting

MY0621 - Soo Siao Wei

MY0053 - Elaine Chong Shing Lei

MY0620 - Law Siew Teng

MY0616 - Low Huai San

MY0546 - Cindy Poon Cee Cin

MY0452 - Ivon Fua Fui Yin

MY0517 - Lee Mei Shi

MY0587 - Candy Tan Chiew Lieng

MY0624 - Joycs Chee Kak Yan


:: Miss Beautiful Angel 2010 - 10 finalists ::
*if i'm not mistaken. =x

1. MY0613 - Tan Feng Sian
2. MY0452 - Ivon Fua Fui Yin
3. MY0479 - Angeline Teh Wan Lin
4. MY0507 - Lilian Lau Yun Yun
5. MY0512 - Yong Hui Sun
6. MY0526 - Carol Ong Ke Rou
7. MY0517 - Lee Mei Shi
8. MY0621 - Soo Siao Wei
9. MY00508 - Crystal Lee Ting Ting
10. MY0624 - Joycs Chee Kak Yan

Please do visit the website below for more information:
http://www.missbeautifulangel.com/

i like MY0452 and MY0546 so much, their look and their hair. so damn nice lah weii!
both of them look like twins.
too bad only one of them manage to get in the top 10. awwwwwww.. so sad.
ohhh yaaa, there were also some performers performed last night.
:: Battleground - Max Identity ::
:: 绝对Superstar - 黄俊源 John ::
:: DJ Caprice & Goldfish ::

still kinda satisfied with our work last night.
although there's some mistakes happened, but the whole event still manage to go on smoothly.
Good job to all of us. *ngekngek


Congrats to Team Unveil too, it was their Grand Opening at Al Barkath a.k.a BBJ last night.

:: T e a m . U n v e i l ::
Grand Opening: 16.07.2010

:: T e a m . U n v e i l . F o r u m ::

:: T e a m . U n v e i l . M e m b e r s ::

maybe next time i should be their photographer, shoot their pics and post it on Facebook. kaka~
although i'm not a member of Team Unveil, but..
I ♥ TU!

p/s: Happy Bday to Manyee, happy sweet 19th! ^^

Wish Me Luck.

its 4.03am now and i still awake. tomorrow is the mid term test for Public Speaking subject. and guess what, i didn't even touch a single page of the notes since i got back from friend's house. i've got no mood at all, f lazy to study. just leave it aside, i don't give a damn.

i feel much better after having a conversation with someone. thanks a lot. (: we can't control things to become what we want it to be, but at least, i don't wanna let myself regret. seriously hope that everything can remain the way they are, forever. but its hard, i know. just go with the flow, that's the best solutions.

i'm thinking, what if i'm the one who are facing the problems now, can i just let it go easily? or will i end up like that, stuck in there, and there's nothing that i can do. it's easy to forget or let go of someone if both of you don't meet each other, but it's hard for you to do so if you continue meeting each other every day. no matter what, once you made your decision, do not regret.

p/s: ain't there any medicine that can cure heartache?

Love The Way You Lie.

if i ain't got feeling, will it be better?
when i was hurt, i wont feel anything.
when i was scolded, i wont feel anything.
when i was cheated, i wont feel anything.
when i was fooled, i wont feel anything.
no matter how people treat me, i don't feel it.
no matter what i did to others, i don't feel it.
what if, my heart was as hard as a rock.


Love The Way You Lie - by Eminem feat Rihanna.
like this song so much, maybe it represents my current feeling.
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
well that's all right because i like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
well that's all right because i love the way you lie.
I Love The Way You Lie.

慢.慢.的

01.慢慢的才知道,太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己

　　02.慢慢的才知道,对自己好的人会随着时间的流逝

越来 越少,

　　03.慢慢的才知道,一个人要自己对自己好,因为真 正 关心你的人很少,有了事他们也不一定会在你身边。所以要自己 照顾自己

　　04.慢慢的才知道,真心对一个人好不一定有回报,而你 忽略的人往往有可能是最重视你的,

　　05.慢慢的才知道,很多东西是可遇而不可求的,很 多东 西只能拥有一次,

　　06.慢慢的才知道,恋爱不一定是真心的,有可能是 利益 关系,有可能是攀比心理,

　　07.慢慢的才知道,不要和别人争论什么,因为那是 没有 结果的,无论谁对谁错,

　　08.慢慢的才知道,很多时候自己遇到不开心事,千 万 不要渴望别人同情,大多数人会采取冷漠回敬的。那样会更让人 家看不起,

　　09.慢慢的才知道,有很多东西是不属于你的,你使 劲强 求会遭天遣的,

　　10.慢慢的才知道,未必做每件事情都有意义,可是 做的 每件事情都觉得是一件回忆!

　　11.慢慢的才知道,人的性格可以差异到如此之大,

　　12.慢慢的才知道,许多曾经的人会变的让你认不出 ,但 请留住回忆。

　　13.慢慢的才知道,从现在开始应该把握每一个你能 把 握的人,放弃你留不住的人,不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群 人。

　　14.慢慢的才知道,自己一定在乎自己的自尊,但你 的自 尊在别人眼里根本不算什么,

　　15.慢慢的才知道,不要心情不好的时候对周围人发 脾 气,渴望他们谅解你,人家不是你的父母,现在你可以明白父母 对自己多么重要,

　　16.慢慢的才知道,即便有人对情感看的无所谓,你 一 定要坚信,人之间的感情,有可能会令所有东西都无法超越的, 但记住,只是有可能,

　　17.慢慢的才知道,原来现实如此的无奈。

　　18.慢慢的才知道,会遇到许多自己看不惯的人或事 , 但那与你无关,别人爱咋整随他便,别生不该生的气,不值,

　　20.慢慢的才知道,两个天天在一起的人不一定是朋 友, 有可能什么都不是,

　　21.慢慢的才知道,会遇到很多诱惑,无论别人怎么 样, 你是你,你有你的原则和底限,

　　22.慢慢的才知道,会有人很讨厌你或者和你过不去 , 但是他爱怎么样就怎么样,我们要大度,不和小人计较,但前 提是你正确,

　　23.慢慢的才知道,很多人无法理解男女之间的朋友 关 系,在一起就一定是恋人,不是恋人就一定不能在一起,

　　24.慢慢的才知道,学习要刻苦,因为凭聪明就能应 付考 试科目的人是凤毛翎角,

　　25.慢慢的才知道,原来时间一空闲下来是那么无聊 ,丝 毫没有中学的充实的感觉,

　　26.慢慢的才知道,手机是别人有事找你的时候用的 ,并 不是为了交流感情的

　　27.慢慢的才知道,可以不把所有人当朋友,但千万 不能 把一个人当敌人,至少可以当同学,

　　28.慢慢的才知道,玩你能玩的起的,玩不起的千万 别 玩,不然会输了什么都没有的,

　　29.慢慢的才知道,快乐常常来自回忆,而痛苦常常 来自 于回忆与现实的差距,

　　30.慢慢的才知道,那些嘻哈打闹只是消遣而已,而 过往 的抽烟打架更是无知.

　　31.慢慢的才知道,有很多人的想法与做法你无法理 解, 或是根本不知道他在想什么,千万别在那揣摩或者瞎猜, 那样会让自己累,既然人家要保持神秘感那就让人家保持去啊, 自己又不是占卜师,

　　32.慢慢的才知道,不要把自己想的有多高,没有绝 对性 的胜利,也没有绝对性的失败

　　33,慢慢的才知道,生活是有很多不公平的,你一定 要正 视,相信实力和群众的眼睛,

　　34.慢慢的才知道,兄弟情义有时候未必是想像的那 么 美好,只有自己真心付出,才有可能得到别人的真心对待.

　　35.慢慢的才知道,有的人不断的算计,到头还来是 会输 的很惨,所以应当保持一个平和的心!

　　36.慢慢的才知道,有的事情不是自己所愿意的,但 是有 的事情必须得去完成,那也是对自己的一段特训.

　　37,慢慢的才知道,原来两个人在一起或真或假,相 处的 时间还是占据着重要成份.

　　38.慢慢的才知道,现实根想法的差距,必须要随机 应 变,跟上生活的步伐!

　　39.慢慢的才知道,自己也在慢慢长大,不在是小孩 子 了,适应着每一件事的成长.

　　40慢慢的才知道，给人留一线日后好相见的真正意义 , 没有永远的敌人只有永远的朋友,凡事不要做的太绝,事情的 结局都是用嘴巴说出来的.

　　41.慢慢的才知道,不管玩的多好的朋友都有可能失 去, 但是我们还是要乐观面对,若是真的把他(她)当作自己的朋 友就应该为他(她)祝福.遥望!只是做自己所做的.

　　42.慢慢的才知道,自己在慢慢接受社会了,所以也要 慢慢 学会适应

Cincai-s.

Friday night, yu sheng, jovinna and i watched "Triple Tap" @ Midvalley. i was late because of Brazil vs Netherlands match. amat disappointed with the result, 2-1. Goodbye Brazil, goodbye Kaka. Goodbye to money too. sigh and sobbb. Errrrrr.. not really understand what the movie was about, therefore.. no comment. -_- After movie, we went to yee's house for mahjong till 5am, again. i memang love mahjong a lot. i wish to mahjong everyday if possible. and im sure that daddy will definitely kill me if i do so. please call me steady mahjong kaki. ngekngek.

Saturday, i woke up around 2pm in the afternoon. im tired, didnt get much rest these few days. and yet i wet till so late last night. dark circles amat serious dah, wth. padan muka frannie jia. Bai-Guan-Day. Conclusion: s i e n .

Sunday, work. dont wanna give too much comment, in case someone A or someone N saw this post and tell someone T, someone S and someone J what someone F wrote. someone T told someone J that someone F didnt did a good job today. yea, someone F is kinda childish during work time, so what? someone F always did that. someone F dont think that its too over loh, got nothing to do that time, thats why joke awhile, like that also cannot merh? someone T also joke around with other staffs lah, some more back stab people till so loud. someone F know that Fself dont have to right to say someone T, cause someone T has more experience, and some more T is elder than F. FINE. someone J, seriously someone F dont like someone T a lot loh. the way someone T talk very annoying, especially T's attitude, damn fed up with T. someone F's mood was ruined because of someone T. sorry to someone J cause someone F act impolitely. but someone F wont apologize for what F said about someone T. want sorry from someone F to someone T? Nahhhhhh, sorry butt lah.

Time to study now. comm law's midterm tomorrow. wish me luck. goodnight people.