24/03/09

今天.. 6点就起床了
因为我要.. 去 考 车 ~
本来心情还蛮不错的
可是.. 才刚出发而已..
就 下 雨 了 -.-"
天啊，每次学车都下雨..
今天要考车，竟然还下大大大大大雨！
mdm phang 说我每次都带“水”
所以说.. 我是雨女? 哈哈
载了我和mandy,还要载多一位女的
很不幸的，车子在半途中.. 死火了！
不懂哪里进了水，完全start不到车.. 倒霉..
我们三人在车里坐了一小时，等人来求救
还好等到最后，救星终于来了！
要不然，我们就要淋着雨推车了..
我和mandy都是hijau，号码： 150 & 151
我们俩人的号码都很后，等到已经发霉了..
先做bhg 2 -上山，parking, 3pt turn
OMG.. 紧张紧张..
看到好多人成功上山，可是却不成功下山..
真可惜...
终于.. 轮到我们上场了
顿时，心跳得好快，冒冷汗~ ><
考车车牌: WFM 100
车牌虽然蛮美的，可是里面的东西.. 烂 到 爆 ！
handbreak松松的，clutch更加松松的..
在下面testing时，一直死火.. -.-
不管了，硬着头皮.. 冲啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！
eeeeee ? 竟然不到黄线..
考官给我一次机会再来过..
哇塞，心跳得更快了
万一.. 再不到黄线，我就完了..
这次.. 我慢慢来！慢慢冲啊啊啊..
慢慢上.. 到了！然后，准备下山..
只知道自己一直狂踩油，就下了.. o.o
最难的难题过了！bwahahahaha~
接下来的都做得好轻松，就这样.. bhg 2 pass！
然后轮到bhg 3 - on the road
考车车牌： WPX 3317，10号
考官是位女的，带黑眼镜的，打很多耳洞的
好酷哦！人也超好的
上了车，只弄好座位跟镜子，就叫我直接开车.. o.o
刚出大路，就叫我飞车..
一直踩油，也一直搁车..
整个路程很快就回到了..
LOL？就这样pass了..
觉得很好玩，也很爽，哈哈！
woots~ 终于可以开车了
很开心不用再回到那个地方了..
却有一点点不舍的感觉.. T.T
晚上，和suilou去吃晚餐..
由他请吃~ 呵呵
那些欠我一餐的，要记得哦，ngekngek..
星期六，拿lesen！开车咯~

changed

一切.. 开始改变了？
开始变得不一样了？
是自己的错觉，还是真的变了
之前还觉得并没什么
或许当时并没察觉到
感情，思想，举动，言语
慢慢地，悄悄地，变了

所有的一切有了变化
可能是个好的开始
可能是个坏的开始
没人给得到正确的答案
只有自己清楚这一切

或许从那刻开始
一切.. 开始不同了
或许从那天开始
我.. 已经不是我了

忧

昨晚.. 想了好多事
多得脑袋不愿再思考
为什么? 传达不到自己的心情..
还是冷酷的表情述说着我没事?
看不见? 伤口正在滴着血..
心里的伤痛并没有人察觉得到

总是在胡思乱想，想些有的没的
把自己的心情给搞砸了..
不是没安全感
而是没信心..
不让任何人了解自己
也不愿让任何人发现自己脆弱的一面..
难受的感觉，复杂的心情，无情的表情，悲伤的眼神
其实自己并没有想象中那么坚强..

欲望太强..
人会开始变得自私，东西变得模糊
慢慢地.. 会看不见眼前的一切
想霸占所有的所有，谁也不会让步
是属于自己的东西，死也不愿放手
当再也不属于自己，想把它给毁掉
自私的人，最后会毁了自己..

或许，是时候放手了?
好不甘心..
不愿意在这里就结束
紧紧捉着，直到不可能的那一天到来..

l o v e story

We were both young when i first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I`m standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did i know

That you were romeo
You were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
And i was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don`t go

And i said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I`ll be waiting, all there`s left to do is run
You`ll be the prince and i`ll be the princess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes

So i sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet `cause we`re dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while

Oh, oh, oh

`cause you were romeo,
I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don`t go

And i said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I`ll be waiting, all there`s left to do is run
You`ll be the prince and i`ll be the princess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me, they`re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it`s real
Don`t be afraid, we`ll make it out of this mess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes

I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When i met you on the outskirts of town

And i said
Romeo save me, i`ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, i don`t know what to think
He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, juliet, you`ll never have to be alone
I love you and that`s all i really know
I talked to your dad, you`ll pick out a white dress
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh

We were both young when i first saw you


* love story - taylor swift
niceeeeee song =D

M e m o r i e s ♥

valentines present.. ><
(14/02/09)

valentines - flower ( 11 - 1心1意 )
(14/02/09)

valentines - bearbear
(14/02/09)

dar draw for jia de rose
(28/01/09)

dar cook de mashed potato
(08/01/09)

christmas present - doggie
(25/12/08)

1st month anni card
(29/10/08)

suilou b a o
(20/09/08)

suipo j i a
(20/09/08)

thanks dar for everything..
aishiteru ><

Tagged.. again -.-

1. The person who tagged you is
BB kor

2. Your relationship with him/her is
kor + mui

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
PERASAN, funny, crazy, stupiak, childish

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
make my price expensive in ffs? -.-

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
you are tagged

6. If he/she become your lover you will
SWT .. kenot imagine..

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
dont be so perasan.. lol

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will
dont choi him..

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
too perasan ? o.o

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
punch kor gou gou li..

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
perasan king

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
sohpo -.-

13. The characters you love of yourself are
duno

14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself are
many.. o.o

15. The most ideal person you want to be with is
bao

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them.
thx alot.. luv you.. ><

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
(Bloggers only? then...)

1. kahoe
2. yein
3. belamy
4. jovinna
5. chee jen
6. jia rou
7. yee ting
8. chu yee
9. ching yee
10. how tong

* ngam ngam hou 10 ppl, just write their names for fun =D

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
i think now single ba.. =x

19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
female

20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?
yea.. gua ?

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
fashion design.. cool xD

22. When is the last time u had a chat with no. 3?
last year? lols..

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
no idea..

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
jiejie

25. Will you woo no. 3?
wont.. -.-

26. How about no. 7?
wont also..

27. Is no. 4 single?
ehm... yes ?

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Ho

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
drawing ~ hen geng de xD

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
maybe yes, mayb no -.-

31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
she told me before.. but i forgot dy ><

32. Talk something casually about no. 1
baobeii aka sohpo.. 38 po.. hahas

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?
nono.. both of us are girls..

34. Where does no. 9 live at?
duno

35. What colour does not.4 like?
pink ?

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
just friends..

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
lol.. no? @@

38. What is no. 6 doing now?
working ba..

L.O.V.E

真正爱你的男人，一下子说不出真正爱你的理由，只知道自己顾不上注意别人。　　　

真正爱你的男人，其实总惹你生气，你却发觉不了他到底做错了什么。　　

真正爱你的男人，很少当面赞美你，可是心里肯定你是他最棒的。　　

真正爱你的男人，会在你忘记回复他短信时狠狠地说你一顿。　　

真正爱你的男人，只可能在你一个人的面前流眼泪，当你触摸到他时，也触摸到了那颗只为你跳动的心。　　

真正爱你的男人，会默默地记住你不经意说过的话，在某时某刻重复它们。　　

真正爱你的男人，不会轻易做出承诺，因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉，只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福。　

真正爱你的男人，总告诉你不要胡思乱想，因为其实他在为你们谋划着最美丽真实的未来。同时让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜。　　

真正爱你的男人，可能不像你一样清楚地记得某些纪念日，他觉得爱你是每时每刻的，并不是靠这几天简单的日子。　　

真正爱你的男人，不会轻易对你当面说“我爱你”，因为他为你做过的每件事都已经这么说了。除非在非常时刻，为了不让你无端地误解他。　　

真正爱你的男人，总觉得有些话只说一遍就够了，因为你已经了解他的心。说得多了，他会觉得不珍贵。　　

真正爱你的男人，如果他去机场接你，不会像你期望的那样捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”，只是自然地提过你的行李，然后想用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼地说，怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了？　　

真正爱你的男人，当你发脾气时，只会不做声地听你把火发完，然后慢慢地说，你明天有课吗？早点睡吧。　　

真正爱你的男人，不懂当你生气挂掉电话后应该立即打来，过了若干小时后会发条短信问你消气了没有？如果你质问他为何这么久才打来，他会理直气壮的说，你生气时我的解释一定没有用，等你的火消了，我的解释才有效果。　　

真正爱你的男人，总是叫你小姑娘，可是每次他做什么重大的决定，却总想先听听你的建议。　　

真正爱你的男人，不喜欢玩具小毛熊，却一直把你送他的小熊放在床头。　　　

真正爱你的男人，当和你发生争执时，总是控制不了地先妥协，先承认“我错了”，过后发来短信以“神经病”开头，以“宝贝”结尾。事实上你也清楚，这次是你有点无理取闹。　　　

真正爱你的男人，很想很想你时，也会买玫瑰送你，傻傻地等着你，却不知道自己捧的是月季。没关系，他的心里送的是玫瑰。　　

真正爱你的男人，都不甜，但是他的吻能传递他嘴巴所有的热情。　　

真正爱你的男人，当听到你对他讲很“酸”的话时，他反而会装得很正经，其实心里很甜很甜。　　

真正爱你的男人，如果不能经常见到你，他会让自己忙碌起来，为了不去想你，因为他知道一想你将会一发不可收拾..

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