Happy National Day.

its 31st of August 2010 today!
Happy 53rd Birthday to Malaysia. (:
everyone is enjoying their national day outside, except me.
even my mama went to Zouk! cool huh?
its because of her birthday, thats why she went there.
i wanted to follow her, but..
a promise is a promise, i wont break it. (: (: (:
no club, no yumcha, no hang gai, no outing plan, just stay home for the whole day.
didnt really have a good rest since last week.
spent almost every time with my "lovely" notes.
touch it, face it, understand it, read it, smell it, sayang it, really wanna puke.
but now, its gonna over soon.
wed will be the last day, time to say byebye, muahahaha~

*to be honest, i think i will fail my PRST subject. cause.. seriously idk wth am i writing in my answer booklet.
and im lack of time too, didnt manage to finish it.
sighhhhhhhhhh.. anyway, no matter whats the result is, i wont feel sad.
because, just like what you said, i did tried my best. (:




fall in ♥ with this song

:: 我喜欢（不，我爱） - 严爵 ::

因 为 我 很 ♥ 你 ，不 想 要 你 放 弃 ♥ 情 。

The End.

Public Relations Strategies and Tools will be the toughest subject to study among all.
and this paper is going to start 2pm sharp later at Tarc College.
which means i have 4hours left to study this blardy subj.
i dont know what to say anymore, except SUCKS.
90% failure, 10% succeed.
...
...



i wanna cry so badly, such a failure.

Eat Books.

went to library for revision with Lester, Joseph and Jess.

studied from 4pm till 9pm, hebat kan!?!?
but only manage to read some of it cause fking byk things to memorize.
aikss cincai lah, at least we did try our best.

my notes. hardworking leh, ngeks.

my messy stuffs.


will not upload photo of myself, cause its fking ugly.
eye bags, dark cirlcles and pimples kaokao due to not enough sleep, wtf.
and i think im gonna get superb fat before exams end, cause i eat non-stop.
mcflurry oreo and magnum ice cream, french fries, 2bars of chocolates, lots of snacks + sweets = GG.COM!
but what to do? so damn stress, thats why end up eat, eat and eat.
have to diet soon. -_-


*hey buddy, thanks a lot, i feel much more better now.
thanks for your support, i will try my best geh lahh.
dont worry. (:


public speaking exam, i gonna kill you kaokao.
urgghhhhhh, FML.

Stress Die.

i've no idea how to pass my subjects..
i dont understand a single thing that i read from notes.
everything is like a question mark, so blank.
even i force myself to memorize but it still refuse to enter my brain.
i dont expect to get an A for all the subjects, cause its impossible..
just hope that i manage to pass all of them, thats it.
for me, PASS is enough.
sighhh
wo jiu lai yao stress die liao.
):


(N) to myself.

Hard Moments.

Yesterday was thursday night aka ladies night @ Maison, and yeahh i was there too.
but not clubbing, ngeks.
there's a car show outside Maison, just went there to have a look at those leng leng cars.
i made a promise to myself and i mean it. sorry gals and boys, say NO to club this month.
went to BBJ after the car show, chit chat and sisha is what we usually do during yumcha session.
i was playing game using xiao gay's iphone, and this reminds me that i have an ipod at home.
omgggggg i totally forgot about it. i guess i didnt touch it for months?
sorry daddy, im gonna find that ipod out and use it. so so sorry. -_-

last night will be the last day hanging out with my friends. start from today onwards, gonna bai guan for a week~
this semester was f-ing tough, stupid subjects. i don't wanna resit any of the papers!
time to study hard, time to makan buku-buku, time to say byebye to facebook.

DPR2 Exam Timetable:
25.08 :: Public Speaking ::
27.08 :: Communication Law :: *my mama bday arrrr.. ):
29.08 :: Public Relations Strategies and Tools :: *BR icecream arrrrr.. ):
01.09 :: English For Mass Communication ::


GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST TO FRANNIE JIA!

Secrets.

its 17th today. guess what, exam is going to start next week, which is on 25th, 27th, 29th August and 1st of Sept. time pass so fast, i cant imagine that exam is around the corner and i havent start to do any revision at all. my brain is totally blank.. i wonder how to survive during exam. urggghhhh, im-so-dead. bless me please!

and, im officially broke now. i spent a lot on shopping! dammit. i went to Midvalley few times a week, shop non-stop. im over budget now, sigh. what to do? mega sales made me gone crazy. ):

recently, i heard many secrets from my friends. most of it was... not-so-good. sorry that i cant help you guys anything, what i can do is just lend you my ears, and listen to yours stories. im not a good speaker, but i can be a good listener. thats all i can say. cheer up my friends. time will heal, just go with the flow. (:
*i promise i wont tell, you can count on me. fong xem wor.

back to myself. errrrr.. i think theres something wrong with me. i dont know what the hell this feeling was, its kinda.. emo? sad? frustrating? i hate it a lot, dammit again. hope everything will be okay soon. prayyyyyyy hard! *namo namo..

what i wrote now, its just my own feeling. seriously NO OFFEND.
its okay for me to fetch people around. BUT, please dont treat me like your personal ahmad. actually, its not my duty at all to fetch people, unless you're my family members. my daddy told me before: "girl, i gave you a car is for your own convenient, not to fetch your friends around. why cant you friends think that way?" sometimes i feel like saying it out, but i didnt do so. its so hard, and i dont want to spoil our relationship because of these small matter thingy. you can say that im stingy or small gas, up to you guys. but please dont force me to say all these. if that really happens, im sure theres no happy ending.

p/s: "I AIN'T A DRIVER." by Frannie Low.

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