So long, 2013.

I was online checking out my Facebook and came across to visit a blog of a friend of mine. Something came up on my mind, "Hey, where's my own blog?" So I tried a few ways to check for the link as I have forgotten since it was something that I have not touch for more than a year. Dear bloggie, sorry that I'd abandoned you for such a long time. Nowadays I'm being slightly active in phone apps rather than blog. So yeah, I'm just updating for fun. :D 

17th Dec 2013, it's almost the end of the year. Time flies, oh well, I'm getting older again. *tears* Have been enjoying my honey moon since I'm back from UK. Wanted to look for a job but seems like none of the companies are interested with me by viewing my resume uhh? Guess I'll just have to wait for it. Honestly, I'm kinda fear with the upcoming interviews that I will have to go through even thou I'm escaping from it now. -sigh- It's definitely not an easy and simple thing for me. I often think a lot a day before the event. One of my biggest weakness perhaps. Forget bout it, I just feel like ignoring it for now. -_-

Have nothing excited or interesting to post. I'm just staying at home spending all my time going online, doing workouts, and daydreaming most of the time. Haha. Alright, I'm short of ideas what to write, stop here for now. Ciao.

Dead.

Hey guys, it's assignment week again. Imma die soon. God bless me. Amen.

Helpless.

一个人独自忙着赶功课的感觉.. 真的很想哭。

一个人觉得自己最无助的时候.. 唯有靠自己。

一个人觉得很空虚寂寞的时候.. 只能靠音乐。

抱怨完毕，继续写报告.. 他妈的讨厌。 

The Truth.

近来知道了一些事情，不知道是好还是坏。

事情和我没有关系，还是不要插手比较好。

有时候不懂得内容反而对自己好，后悔了。

但有时候知道了，就看清楚他人的真面目。

要假装什么也没发生过，还真的考倒了我。

嘴里说不介意，但心里明明就介意得半死。

伪装，我那真正的心情。

假装，我那虚伪的表情。

p/s: 真的，快疯掉了。

Dead.

My blog is dead, ohmigee. :O

dont blame me for not updating, cause i got nth to write. ciaoz~ :)

Sob.

seriously got no mood to study.. well i guess everyone has the same feeling too. im trying my best to memorize everything.. brain oh brain, please function well. this is my last semester in diploma and i dont want to ruin everything~ god bless me. amen!

FC you sux! you're killing me badly. x(

心，在呐喊。

today, is not my day.

早上起来，发觉到黑莓手机有点不对劲。

它的荧幕，只看得见一种颜色，一片白。

棒透了，竟然在最重要的时刻宣告死亡。

当下真的彻底无言，好想一手把它砸烂。

我承认，我的生活里离不开任何电子器。

考试即将到来，脑袋里任然处于空白状态。

不到最后一分钟，感觉不到有任何的压力。

睡眠不足，体力不足，能量不足，时间不足。

身体不断发出虚弱的讯号，alert alert...

现在的时间，正是凌晨三点二十二分。

今天的日期，正是面临考试的前一天。

目前的情绪，正是忐忑不安的焦虑着。

- ends -

羊咩咩，欢迎来到，属于我的部落格。 :)