Wednesday, December 07, 2011

The Truth.

近来知道了一些事情,不知道是好还是坏。
事情和我没有关系,还是不要插手比较好。
有时候不懂得内容反而对自己好,后悔了。
但有时候知道了,就看清楚他人的真面目。
要假装什么也没发生过,还真的考倒了我。
嘴里说不介意,但心里明明就介意得半死。
伪装,我那真正的心情。
假装,我那虚伪的表情。



p/s: 真的,快疯掉了。

Tuesday, November 08, 2011

Dead.

My blog is dead, ohmigee. :O

dont blame me for not updating, cause i got nth to write. ciaoz~ :)

Friday, August 19, 2011

Sob.

seriously got no mood to study.. well i guess everyone has the same feeling too. im trying my best to memorize everything.. brain oh brain, please function well. this is my last semester in diploma and i dont want to ruin everything~ god bless me. amen!

FC you sux! you're killing me badly. x(

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

心,在呐喊。

today, is not my day.
早上起来,发觉到黑莓手机有点不对劲。
它的荧幕,只看得见一种颜色,一片白。
棒透了,竟然在最重要的时刻宣告死亡。
当下真的彻底无言,好想一手把它砸烂。
我承认,我的生活里离不开任何电子器。

考试即将到来,脑袋里任然处于空白状态。
不到最后一分钟,感觉不到有任何的压力。
睡眠不足,体力不足,能量不足,时间不足。
身体不断发出虚弱的讯号,alert alert...

现在的时间,正是凌晨三点二十二分。
今天的日期,正是面临考试的前一天。
目前的情绪,正是忐忑不安的焦虑着。

- ends -

羊咩咩,欢迎来到,属于我的部落格。 :)

Sunday, August 07, 2011

Insanity.

好讨厌这样的心情。真的觉得自己心里还蛮变态的。我不懂得如何形容它,彻底讨厌。他妈的,我真的快发狂了。

Saturday, August 06, 2011

Tee-hee.

its 3.31am now, currently skype-ing with one of my friend, yangmehmeh~ :P


the end. xoxo.

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

感性。

这几天都忙着同样一个assignment,真的不简单。承认自己超讨厌这一个项目,我完全不了它。没办法,始终还是得面对现实。礼拜五就得交上去了,希望可以尽快赶完。干啊!!!为了赶功课,没什么时间陪陪家人,也没有帮忙做家务。哎唷,不孝女。._. 今天爸帮我打包了午餐,他说:你忙你的吧,我帮你弄好饭,你一边做一边吃。虽然是很普通的一件事,却很感动,十分感动!之后,传了封简讯给他:谢谢你的午餐,我爱你。

这个post并没什么特别,纯粹想表达我现在的心情。
爸妈妹,你们是最棒的。呵呵。

Thursday, June 16, 2011

So Called Selfish.

现在的自己,真的有很想揍人的冲动。怎么可以做事只顾着自己?难道别人的就不重要吗?
还以为会成熟一点,想法会跟别人不一样。可是到头来,怎么还是自私鬼一个。不必猜测,如果觉得是你,那就是你。我不隐瞒我的不爽,就是特地写出来的。如果觉得是我在无理取闹,坦白的说出来。如果真的是我错,我会承认。最好说些有说服力的理由,要不然,我会对你不客气。要无视我也可以,你喜欢。那我先道个歉,因为你必须再看到我那张臭脸。

注:在说别人之前,看下你自己哪里需要改进吧!我不否认,我也一样。可是我有勇气承认,有勇气说出口,你有吗?

Monday, April 18, 2011

My Love.

walaoyeh, thats the first time i totally forgot about my blog until my friend mentioned about it. seriously.. forgot. well its my holiday now and im enjoying it. no hangouts, no clubs, no movies, no dramas. guess what am i doing in this holiday?

tadaa, Maple Story Dual Blade!

wokayy, please dont get mad at me. i know its stupid to waste time on games, but still, im addicted. LOL! currently chiong-ing to 3rd job asap. hehe. :D
by the way, streamyx technician came over and changed my modem. papa had upgraded it to 4meg. mmg cantik sekali. :D:D:D

p/s: i love single ladies.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Hard.

trying my best to change, but its so freaking hard.
its not that easy to change your own personality.
i guess that's me, the real me.
sigh to the max.


just realize, i dont even know what i want.
WHO AM I?

Monday, March 07, 2011

So So.

went to Milk Club @ Bangsar on last saturday, which is located next to Mist Club. it was my first time there and my comment was, Milk so small only ahh? lols. it is small compare to other club, they should expand it so that we got more space to dance! overall of that night was still okay. at least i had fun with my friends. i miss the smell of alcohol, i miss dancing on the dance floor, i miss parties, i miss every happy moments. can i club more often? fyi, DJ Miss Yellow will be at Mist Club on 18th of March!

today's our group presentation which we had to present infront of all DPR2 students. i was freaking nervous while i present, i can feel my leg shaking non-stop. luckily everything went on smoothly, tee-hee. :D its already week 4, time pass so damn fast huh? few more weeks and we have to face final exams again. boys and gals, good luck!

This is DJ Miss Yellow



p/s: trying to reach out to you, touch my hand.

Tuesday, March 01, 2011

Leaving.

 
才发觉身边的人,已慢慢的离开了。
只剩下自己,逗留在原地。
到底,我的终点在哪里?

再怎么改变,我始终是我。

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Pissed Off.

spent whole day doing my assignments! superb boring!
im bored with it. feel like throwing everything into the dustbin!
going for movie with nan ren later! i need a break seriously..
DAMN!


stop giving excuse please, im sick of it.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

So What.

im late to class today, its not that i did it purposely. well something happened, so.. im late. =| when i got in the class, OMFGWTH. YMY! she's our tutor for malaysian culture? i dislike her, whoever is in the same class with me knew that. a little bit of face problem, and the main reason is because of her attitude. one word to describe, annoying. i still remembered she said: "You Dont Purplely Chaaaa-llenge Me Ah!" LMAO. i know my english is not good, but at least, im better than her. after class, we went canteen 1 to have our lunch. the food there.. ewwww, not nice. i wonder how canteen 1 survive with those yucky food. L for loser.

some webcam pic with muh sister.

Alien Jia



Joey The Alien

Big Head Queen



We Rocks!

Normal pic


we may not look nice, but this is my blog.
haters, click the x button up there.
thanks. :D

就算不是白雪公主,也可以过着幸福的日子。

Unsatisfied.

didnt went to school today due to fever and sore throat. stupid sore throat made me sleepless whole night! its fucking pain and i couldnt really talk. dammit. luckily i had recovered after taking some medicines, hehe. :D oh ya, today's DPR2 students big day. why? RESULTS! im fucking nervous while im waiting for the website to load. everyone busying checking their results and TARC website end up superb laggyyyyyyy. im not satisfied with my results at all! so disappointed loh! seriously i put lots of effort compare to other semesters, but idk why the hell i got this kind of results. suffering in memorizing, reading, blablabla.. so speechless. SIGH~ forget it. something happened in these few days and it seriously affected my mood. what i did? why all these bullshyts thingy happened on me? just go with the flow, frannie jia.


Mist night.

男人所说的话,不能轻易相信。

Friday, February 11, 2011

So In Love.


Baby Good Night by GD/TOP

this is one of my favourite song, keep repeating this song like 174629172 times.
T.O.P's so fucking handsome with his current hair style, im so in love with him.
 would you be my valentine?

原来,我认识的他,那么的出名。

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Rock Star.

finally! im enjoying my holidays now, woots~
my friend told me she was worrying bout her result, cause all of us didnt really did our best in exams.
me? i dont care lah woi! i just wanna party kaokao right now! wyeeeee~ xD
clubclubclub, moviemoviemovie, chiongkchiongkchiongk, shopshopshop!
a short post for today, gonna continue my drama series! ciaoz.

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO ALL TARC-IANS! ENJOY! :D

Monday, January 10, 2011

Half Way Gone.

went to college and sit for my PNP paper today. i felt disappointed, fcuking sad. those questions that i aimed didnt come out at all! WTF. got no idea how to answer the moment i read the questions. what to do? just crap it. -_- its over now, fail then fail lah! resit then resit lah! i already tried my best.. ): not going to study tonight, gonna sleep kaokao relax kaokao play kaokao first! lack of rest seriously.. CB paper on this thursday, should be more easier compare to previous paper. *its "Consumer Behavior", not chibai subject. =x

countdown 5days! holiday coming soon~ xD

加油,我对自己说。

Monday, January 03, 2011

Study Mode.

Everyone is enjoying their new year and holidays.
but me? am suffering from final exam, again.
arghhhhhh.. i hate exams! why moral? why public opinion and persuasion?
WHYYYYYYYY DIM GAIIIIIII? ):
haihhhhh.. 15/01 come faster pleaseeeeeeeeee..
i mau mahjong with my jimui and nan ren!
studyyyyyyy timeeeeeeee. ciaoz!

Saturday, January 01, 2011

Happy New Year.

say goodbye to 2010, and say hi to 2011.
its a brand new year starting from today onwards.
all the best to all of us! cheers~ :D